Last night my husband surprised me with a romantic dinner. After we finished the wine I jokingly asked if something was up. He went silent, then admitted he had been cheating. Before I could react he said she might be pregnant, made a call, and told her to come in. The door opened and my cousin Afsana walked into my house as if she belonged there.
She stood in a tight dress with perfect eyeliner and no shame. When I asked what she was doing, she shrugged and said, “You were always too comfortable.” Zubair rubbed his temples like I was the inconvenience and claimed they hadn’t planned it. He said it was better that I hear the truth directly from both of them. I told them to leave. He wanted to talk about “what this means for all of us.” I laughed, grabbed my keys, and drove to my sister Laleh’s house, where I finally collapsed and cried.
In the days that followed I ignored his calls and blocked Afsana’s message. A week later I met with a divorce attorney. When I told my parents, my father declared Afsana would never be welcome again. Weeks later Zubair messaged that the pregnancy had been a false alarm. They had destroyed everything for a lie. I moved into a small apartment, painted the walls pale green, and slowly rebuilt a life that was mine alone.
Months later I ran into Afsana. She looked hollow and said Zubair had left her. I told her only, “You chose this.” A year after the confession I was volunteering at a shelter when I met Navin. He had kind eyes and an awkward laugh. He knew the whole story and still showed up. We began as friends and slowly became more. One afternoon in the park he looked at me as if I were the only person in the world. For the first time in a long while, I believed it.